Friday, June 4, 2010

It's happened



My baby. A toddler.   As much as I love toddlers and all their mischievousness and fun-loving discovering, I'll miss my baby. Who am I kidding? I miss her already.

Just last week, I picked out her clothes, the sweater wasn't noted.
Just last week, she giggle-squeaed, her hearty laugh well-hidden.
Just last week, she fit snug in my arms, I wish I'd held her longer.
Today as she was skateboarding, I cracked and soaked a tissue.

I've been doing okay with all the "firsts" of my last baby.  The smiles, "love you's", high-fives, steps, thank-you's and kiddes.  I just wasn't planning on this one.  I'm such a wimp!

Time to start marking days 'til grandkids, I guess. 

I know, pathetic.

But, hey! she's still bald, I have that!  :)


5 comments:

Anonymous said...

The days are long, but the years are short.

To Life said...

I'm with you on that Dana. I had a hard time when my baby turned one last month. Slow down baby! I too am pathetic and have started thinking about grandkids to love down the road...

Peggy said...

This is when you start looking for friends that still have babies :)

Tara said...

I can totally sympathize and understand this post. Oh, it's such a rip off--this mothering! You work so hard and endure so much for 9 months+delivery to get them here, and then so ungratefully they grow up too fast. Who do they think they are? ;-)

Anonymous said...

it is really hard. my baby is turn 5 this week and I'm soooo sad

~Meredith